Sometimes, biblical scholarship seems like a huge waste of time. However, . . .
Here is an e mail from me to one of my online students, who is taking a course on electronic tools for the study of the Bible. He was saying in his e mail to me how much he was looking forward to learning a bit more about Hebrew and Greek.
Here is my reply:
“I am debating how much to go into the Hebrew and Greek, even though I can function and teach in both fairly well. However, I think that it is difficult to teach biblical languages remotely. Not impossible, but difficult.
However, in order to understand what is going on in Accordance, we do need some facility with Greek and Hebrew.
For example, a frequent nuance of the Greek perfect tense is that it suggests action completed in the past, but with ongoing results.
So, if you hover over a Greek word in Accordance (or a tagged word in translation), and you see that it is a “perf.” verb, you need to know what that suggests. Otherwise, it’s just an irrelevant factoid.
A good example is Romans 5:2:
“Through him [i.e., through Christ] we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God.”
I have bolded two words that are in the perfect tense in this verse. So what difference does that fact make?
A lot!
What this verse is saying is that we have already obtained (action completed in the past, but with ongoing results) access by faith into the grace of God in Christ. Not only our obtaining access has been completed in the past, but with ongoing results, but also, we have stood in the past and will continue to stand in this grace.
Now that will preach!”
But the first person I need to preach to is myself. Here is the truth: I struggle virtually every day with a feeling that I do not stand in grace, that I do not even have access to that grace.
So, I have a choice. I can either believe me, or I can believe God. Think I’ll try trusting God’s Word. After all, I’ve tried trusted myself plenty, and it has rarely worked out well.
It is always the supposedly simple stuff that trips me up. You too?
Take, for example, step 3 of the twelve steps. It sounds simple enough. “We made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God, as we understood God.”
I am taking my car in for an oil change today. I will turn my car (and some money) over to my oil change folks. I trust them. No problem!
Of course, my will and my life is a lot more inclusive and serious than my beat-up Honda Civic. But then too, God is probably somewhat more trustworthy than my oil change guys. (Sorry guys, nothing against you!)
My journal entry this morning was as follows:
“Wednesday, October 17, 2018
To live for God, I must surrender my will and my life into his hands.
And what do I think God will do with my will and my life? Am I afraid? Why? Do I know God so slightly, do I take God’s love so lightly, that I find it so hard to trust him? Really???
And yet, I do in fact find it hard to let go of my will and my life. And what do I get when I cling so tightly? Clenched fists, that’s all.
God help me to let go and let You, today. Tomorrow’s struggle is tomorrow’s struggle. Today, help me to let go.”
I remember reading about two ladies who were talking about surrendering their lives completely to God, and loving God totally. (I am sorry, I’ve forgotten the source and some of the details, but the following is how I remember it.) One of them was having trouble with the very idea of surrender. What if God wanted her to do something really awful?
Her friend, who was somewhat further along in the process of surrender, knew that this fearful woman had a young son that she loved very much. So her friend used him to illustrate what it was like to surrender to God.
“Suppose that Charlie came to you and said, from the bottom of his loving little heart, ‘Momma, I just want to love you completely. You can do anything you want with me!’ What would you do?”
Charlie’s mother said, “Why, I would scoop him up in arms and smother him with kisses!”
And her friend said, “Do you suppose that you love Charlie more than God loves you?”
Perhaps I find it so difficult to surrender my will and life to the care of God, because I’m not sure that God really cares.
I am comforted somewhat by the words in step three “. . . as we understood God.” The truth is that I don’t really understand God very well. But I have a hunch, and the hunch is this: I will never begin to understand God, until I have practiced step 3 for a while. No matter how falteringly I do so, no how fearfully, I need to surrender my will and my life to the care of God, as I understand God.
Surrender takes courage, and I don’t have that much. I’ll use whatever courage I have. Who knows? If I surrender to God, I might find more courage.
“Psa. 19:0 TO THE CHOIRMASTER. A PSALM OF DAVID.
Psa. 19:1 The heavens declare the glory of God,
and the sky above proclaims his handiwork.
2 Day to day pours out speech,
and night to night reveals knowledge.
3 There is no speech, nor are there words,
whose voice is not heard.
4 Their voice goes out through all the earth,
and their words to the end of the world.
In them he has set a tent for the sun,
5 which comes out like a bridegroom leaving his chamber,
and, like a strong man, runs its course with joy.
6 Its rising is from the end of the heavens,
and its circuit to the end of them,
and there is nothing hidden from its heat.
Psa. 19:7 The law of the LORD is perfect,
reviving the soul;
the testimony of the LORD is sure,
making wise the simple;
8 the precepts of the LORD are right,
rejoicing the heart;
the commandment of the LORD is pure,
enlightening the eyes;
9 the fear of the LORD is clean,
enduring forever;
the rules of the LORD are true,
and righteous altogether.
10 More to be desired are they than gold,
even much fine gold;
sweeter also than honey
and drippings of the honeycomb.
11 Moreover, by them is your servant warned;
in keeping them there is great reward.
Psa. 19:12 Who can discern his errors?
Declare me innocent from hidden faults.
13 Keep back your servant also from presumptuous sins;
let them not have dominion over me!
Then I shall be blameless,
and innocent of great transgression.
Psa. 19:14 Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
be acceptable in your sight,
O LORD, my rock and my redeemer.” (English Standard Version)
According the psalmist, God speaks in two ways: in God’s creation and in God’s Law. In lyrical language, the poet speaks of the silent speech that all creation pours out.
The sun will be coming up shortly. The psalmist saw the same sun that I will soon see, and he compared it to a young bridegroom, coming out to run a race. (Were newly married young men in his days showing off to impress their brides with how fast and powerful they were? Maybe human nature has not changed as much as we might think.)
But then, in verse 7, the psalmist makes a hard right turn. He begins to talk about another language that God speaks, the language of law.
Most of us don’t like the word “law.” We think of it as boring at best, and as positively confining at worst. And human laws, even at their best, may be both boring and confining.
However, the psalmist seems to respond rather differently to God’s law. It is perfect, refreshes, is trustworthy, makes us wise, is right and brings joy (yes, joy!). It gives light to the eyes and is firm forever. The decrees of the LORD are more precious than gold, and sweeter than the sweetest thing imaginable. There is not simply great reward for keeping God’s commandments. There is great reward in keeping them. The deed done in faith and obedience is its own reward.
What window was this psalmist looking out of, anyway!?! Is it really the case, is it even possible, that what God says is this wonderful?
I have to confess that, most of the time, this is not my own perception. I’m ashamed to admit that, but there it is.
Perhaps my problem is that I haven’t kept reading. Maybe I stopped with verse 11.
In verses 12-13, the psalmist adopts a more somber tone. He worries about his own errors. Is he really listening to this wonderful creation and the LORD’s wonderful word, or are hidden errors or blatant sins causing hearing loss?
None of us knows what we don’t know. Perhaps none of us even wants to know what we don’t know. I know enough of my own hidden errors and willful sins to not want to know any more.
I have often heard people ask, “Does God still speak?” Someone has responded to this question with a counter-question: “The question isn’t whether God still speaks. The question is, are we listening?” And I will have ears to hear, only if I am aware of my own unawareness, and if I have a heart to at least desire to obey.
You might think that the title of this post is a mistake. “Don’t you mean ‘concentrated prayer’?” No, although concentrated prayer can be a wonderful thing as well.
But a good friend of mine gave me a wonderful gift the other day—a prayer that helped me to concentrate. In other words, he gave me a concentrating prayer.
I mentioned at a twelve-step meeting that I had a project designing an online course for the university where I teach, and was I ever intimidated! And I had to finish it within the next few days, so that the dean and the course design committee could go over it.
I love teaching, but I have A.D.D., and it often gets in the way of doing even things that I love. I can concentrate. It may just be a bit more difficult for me than for some.
After the meeting, I received the following text:
“With your permission I have a prayer for you to say while You’re preparing for your course.
‘I am an intelligent man. I can and will do this. God, I know that if I get stuck or tired You will be there to help me.’
Good luck. I’ll be praying for you.”
That prayer settled me down. It calmed me down. And I turned in the rough draft of the syllabus just before noon today.
Sometimes, simple encouragement, simple gifts, and simple prayers are simply what we need.
Generally, my journal is just for me. However, sometimes I think that you might enjoy (and benefit from) looking over my shoulder. Another possibility is that I am just being lazy, and don’t want to write something else for my blog post. However, I don’t like that interpretation, so I simply regard it as untrue, and throw it out.
So, here you go, and I hope that you enjoy it.
Wednesday, October 10, 2018
Another good day yesterday! I love you, LORD! Help me to love you more in this day. Help me to love you with this day!
Yesterday, I moved a good deal of stuff back upstairs, so that my wife could have the downstairs desk. The desk upstairs has a lot more room. In fact, the entire room is larger. It feels good to be back up here, though my wife is concerned with me being “so far away from” her. Isn’t that sweet! I love that girl so much!
I’ve got an awful lot of exclamation points in the above paragraphs, but then, I’m an exclamation point kind of guy. (Should I have finished the preceding sentence with an exclamation point?)
I remember a lady from many years ago, the wife of the president of a seminary I attended back in the 1980’s, who was always so upbeat and enthusiastic. Everybody hated her. “Nobody can be that happy and bubbly all the time,” some said. Many of the students thought she was simply a fake.
Well, maybe not everybody hated her. In fact, I rather liked her. Perhaps that was because I was (and am) a little like her.
Of course, I’m a morning person, so I tend to rain exclamation points early in the morning. Later in the day, they tend to dry up, and become periods or commas or question marks. Sometimes they even become the . . . s of unfinished sentences. Oh well . . .
One of the problems I had when I was writing my Ph.D. dissertation was that I kept using exclamation marks. My very patient advisors kept reminding me that I shouldn’t do that. When I had eliminated all the exclamations, I was awarded the Ph.D. Apparently, Ph.D. candidates are not allowed to be enthusiastic or emphatic.
But perhaps God loves my exclamation points, and all of my punctuation marks, even my questions and my dot-dot-dots. The God who made all things understands all the punctuation marks of all God’s creatures—including the creatures that are you and me.
A twelve-step friend, Sean, gave me a wonderful word of encouragement after the meeting this past Saturday. He said to me, “You are always smiling.”
“Well,” I replied, “I’m not sure about that, but thanks!” Then I added, “I don’t think of myself as having a very nice smile. I look in the mirror and frown. That, of course, makes me look even older and uglier. Maybe I just need to stop looking in the mirror.”
And then, Sean said, “Well, I think you have a very welcoming face!”
Oh, my—“a welcoming face”! I had never heard that expression before!
It’s a good expression, isn’t it? I hope that Sean is right about me. I certainly want him to be right.
Of course, I don’t always have a welcoming face. Sometimes my face is harsh or judgmental or just plain closed off. My face, like the rest of me, is a work in progress. Still, I am profoundly grateful that someone experiences my face as welcoming.
So, how does a person cultivate a welcoming face?
Let me ask you a simpler question: How does a baby learn to smile? I suppose that the answer is that a baby learns to smile by watching others smile. And, of course, it is easy to smile at a baby, isn’t it?
Perhaps I’ve learned to have a welcoming face because others have given me their own welcoming faces. Some, particularly my wife, have done this in spite of the fact that I have so frequently been frightfully cruel to them in the past. A welcoming face is a gift that has been given to me by others, before I could give it to others.
Ultimately, I believe that God has the most welcoming face in the universe. Perhaps that is what is meant by the expression in Numbers 6:25. As part of the priestly blessing, Aaron and his descendants are told that they are to say to the Israelites, “May the LORD make his face shine on you.” Perhaps God’s “shining face” is another way of speaking of God’s welcoming face.
But please notice an aspect of this that I frequently forget: The reference to the LORD’s welcoming face is immediately followed by the blessing of God’s grace.
God does not have a welcoming heart and face because we are so wonderful. God has a welcoming heart and face because God is so wonderful.
I often have some really inadequate, illogical beliefs regarding Heaven. For example, just now I was wondering if I would still love my wife in Heaven. I felt God saying to my heart,
“Do you think, child, that you will love your wife less in Heaven than you do now? What a bizarre idea! You will be always in the presence of infinite love in Heaven. How could you love your sweetheart less there and then, than you do here and now?”
Now, I am aware that someone—George MacDonald perhaps—once had a couple in one of his books make a rather different assumption about marriage after death. Two skeletons, one dressed as a man and the other dressed like a woman, arrived before a gate in a carriage pulled by skeleton horses. I forget precisely how the dialog went, but it was something like this: The woman skeleton said, “Well, we appear to have gotten into the next world. But which one?”
The man skeleton replied, “It must be hell, because marriage is in it.”
In the case of some marriages, I tend to agree. Not every match is made in Heaven. Some are made in hell. And, I suppose, marriages are actually made in neither Heaven nor in hell. Rather, they are made (and unmade) on earth.
However, that is not the subject of this post. No matter where marriages are made, I wonder how long they can last. Fifty years? Sixty years? My parents’ marriage lasted sixty-five years to the day, when my dad died.
But do they last beyond the grave? When I stand at the grave at my wife, or she stands at my grave, will we have to say, “Goodbye forever,” or will we be able to say, “See ya later alligator!”?
Jesus is not altogether reassuring at this point. He said that there would be no marriage in Heaven (Matthew 22:30).
But does that mean that we will not still love in Heaven those we loved on earth? I don’t think that is what he meant. Certainly, marriage as a physical, sexual consummation will not be in play in Heaven. In context, Jesus’ response was to the Sadducees’’ “test case” of a woman who was married to seven different brothers, all of whom had preceded her in death. Thus, Jesus is probably primarily saying that relationships that are very physical here (some more than others!) will not be physical in Heaven.
However, be that all as it may be, my job right now, today, is to love my sweetheart the very best that I can. Speculation about Heaven is not what I am called to do. In any case, if Heaven is a place of perfect love, it might be a good idea for me to rehearse a bit here and now.
Here is my report and affirmation to my twelve-step sponsor this morning:
“Dear _____,
No violations.
Today, by God’s grace, I am taking good care of myself. This way, I will honor God and act caringly toward others.”
My sponsor replied to my report and affirmation as follows:
“Subject: Re: REPORT AND AFFIRMATION
As my mother used to say, ‘God helps those who help themselves’.”
I replied to my sponsor as follow:
“Dear _____,
Your mother was right! God does indeed help those who help themselves. That is one way of speaking about accountability.
But also, God helps those who can’t help themselves. That is a way of speaking of saving grace.
Without both of those truths in balance, we are all like a person who is trying to run a race on one leg. He or she may get to the finish line eventually, but it’s going to be slow and ugly.”
So, after the above email exchange this morning, I printed off, just now, the discussion and action questions for the community group that my wife and I lead. The pastoral team is preaching a series of sermons on “False News.” (Originally, the series was going to be “Fake News,” but they realized that this was rather offensive to the two or three of us at the church who are somewhat politically liberal, and decided on “False News” instead. Pretty catchy, eh?! But I do appreciate their sensitivity.)
And what is the “False News” for this week? “God helps those who help themselves.” I don’t think that this is a coincidence!
Often, things that are false have some element of truth in them. The problem is that, if those elements are not balanced by other elements, they become very destructive falsehoods. The fact that they have some truth makes them even more insidiously dangerous.
Nevertheless, “God helps those who help themselves,” encapsulates a wonderful truth. Human actions do matter.
But without the opposite truth, God helps the helpless, human actions are inherently ineffective, and even demonic.
And if you asked me which of the two sayings has more biblical warrant, my answer would be that God helps the helpless. Hands down, that is the emphasis. I don’t know if the speaker tomorrow will reference Romans 5:6-11, but he very well could. In any case, I will conclude this post with Paul’s words to Roman Christians from The Message Paraphrase, followed by a one-sentence comment of my own.
“6 Christ arrives right on time to make this happen. He didn’t, and doesn’t, wait for us to get ready. He presented himself for this sacrificial death when we were far too weak and rebellious to do anything to get ourselves ready. And even if we hadn’t been so weak, we wouldn’t have known what to do anyway.
7 We can understand someone dying for a person worth dying for, and we can understand how someone good and noble could inspire us to selfless sacrifice.
8 But God put his love on the line for us by offering his Son in sacrificial death while we were of no use whatever to him.
9 Now that we are set right with God by means of this sacrificial death, the consummate blood sacrifice, there is no longer a question of being at odds with God in any way.
10 If, when we were at our worst, we were put on friendly terms with God by the sacrificial death of his Son, now that we’re at our best, just think of how our lives will expand and deepen by means of his resurrection life!
11 Now that we have actually received this amazing friendship with God, we are no longer content to simply say it in plodding prose. We sing and shout our praises to God through Jesus, the Messiah!”
We can help ourselves, at least in some measure, but only after God has helped us in Christ.
I was sending my report and affirmation to my sponsor this morning. Here is my affirmation:
“Today, by God’s grace, I am taking good care of myself. This way, I will honor God and act caringly toward others.”
The word “caringly” was flagged on my spell checker. I thought this was the correct way to spell it, but figured that I had better check. So, I googled “spell caringly.”
Here is the first hit that appeared on my screen.
“Magic Spells for 2018 – Spells for Any & Every Need
Don’t Settle for the Ordinary: Order a Spell & Change Your Life. So Fast & Easy!
Service catalog: Love/Relationship Spells, Money Spells, Luck Spells
Absolutely guaranteed, or your money back!”
I was not prepared for that!
I rather liked the advertisement, although I did not go to the site. I liked the advert for a very simple reason: It encapsulates precisely what I would like to believe.
I would like to believe that there are simple and easy solutions to complex problems.
I would like to believe that, if I simply say the right things in the right order, accompanied by the right rituals, everything will go my way.
I really want to believe this! However, it is really difficult to make yourself believe something you don’t, even when you want to.
Well, no, on second thought, it’s not really that difficult to make myself believe in the fast and easy way. In fact, I do it all the time.
I want muscles without workouts, character without self-discipline, and good relationships without commitment. I want to be good at everything I do, without doing anything to actually become better.
And, of course, I want a money-back guarantee for everything—including life itself. I don’t need to go to a website to desire “fast and easy.” I am already there.
It’s not just me. As a society, we are addicted to speed, perhaps not the drug speed, but getting things quickly for sure. We are a microwave-loving people.
What is the remedy? I don’t know. But I do know this: There is no fast and easy solution to wanting fast and easy solutions.
Christians, above all, shouldn’t fall for fast-and-easy solutions, but often we do. We turn the cross of Christ into a fast and easy solution to our sin and guilt—past, present, and future. We fall into the trap of what Dietrich Bonhoeffer called “cheap grace.” We forget that Jesus not only bore the cross himself. He also called us to do so. “Then he said to them all: ‘Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me’” (Luke 9:23, NIV).
It’s that “daily” part that usually gets me. I don’t want to take the slow and painful way, the cross, daily. I want to take it when I get around to it. But the truth is that I can either bear the cross now, today, or I can procrastinate until something fast and easy comes along. It won’t.
My choice! Yours too! But I really don’t want to “. . . settle for the ordinary”. Do you?
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