“Too Early to Summarize My Life”
“In fact, I do not even judge myself. 4 For I am not aware of anything against myself, but I am not thereby acquitted. It is the Lord who judges me. 5 Therefore do not pronounce judgment before the time, before the Lord comes, who will bring to light the things now hidden in darkness and will disclose the purposes of the heart. Then each one will receive his commendation from God.” (1 Corinthians 4:3b-5, English Standard Version)
I am older than I’ve ever been up to this point. Most of my life is behind me. That isn’t pessimism. That is a stone-cold sober fact. Sometimes I try to summarize my life. I have been given so many good things. But what have I done with these wonderful things? Not much, I’m afraid. When I try to sum up my life, the sum doesn’t seem to add up to much.
However, I wonder if there aren’t a couple of things wrong with my summarization of me. First, if there really is a final judgment for all of us, as I believe there is, my timing is off. The time will come when I will be judged. Even if I were to die tomorrow, today isn’t the day for my summarizing of myself.
Second—and even more importantly—I am not the person to summarize my life. That is way above my pay grade. The great Apostle Paul said that he didn’t judge anyone, not even himself. He said that it wasn’t time to judge, and that he wasn’t the one to judge. God was.
And then he said one of the most astonishing things that self-critical people like me could ever hear. Paul says that when we are judged by God, we will receive . . . condemnation? No. Punishment? No.
Instead, Paul says that we will receive . . . praise! This Greek word can also be translated with our word “commendation”, as the English Standard Version does translate the word.
Sometimes, we think of Heaven as a place or state of being where we praise God. And so I believe it is. But Heaven is also a place where God praises us. That is astonishingly good news.
I’ve known people who seemed to find the good in everyone and everything. Perhaps God is like that too, only on steroids.
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